Thursday, September 3, 2009

reading progress


now im reading this book

sophie kinsella latest master piece!!

me being the die hard fan of sophie kinsella's work just knew 'bout this book 'bout a month ago..

how come madeh can be soo ignorance???

blame it to this area...

coz its so far from any book store!!!

huhuhu...

luckily i have a very sweet cuzzy(ececece...sila kembang ye kak yong!)

dgn baik atinye telah pos lajukan buku nie to ME!!!!

can't wait to finish it!!!
=)

frust!!!!

inilah kot perasaan cikgu madeh dl bl madeh dpt markah rendah...ya allah...madeh frust sgt dengan result students madeh dlm ujian yg lepas..macam selama ni madeh xpenah ajar pape je kat diorang...bayangkanla..ada yg dpt 3% je markah..bukan kelas corot...kelas 1ST okeh!!!

bila jadi mcm nie...colleague madeh slalu ckp..'bdk2 nie mmg mcm tue...bkn nak study kat umah..' tp madeh xleh terima alasan tue...madeh will always blame it on myself!!!madeh rasa madeh yg x usaha sungguh2 ajar dorang...madeh rasa madeh yg gagal...

betul ke madeh yg salah...bukannye madeh nak menuding jari kepada sesiapa...madeh just confiussed...and most important...madeh FRUST......=(

tadi madeh geram sgt dgn sorang student madeh...die caught red handed meniru..pastu boleh buat muka x b'salah...bl madeh tanye apa salah die...die boleh buat dunno jer...tengokla perangai budak2 skrg...sgt melampau dan sgt biadap!!!

apa yg lg menyedihkan...students madeh majoritinya orang MELAYU dan orang SUSAH...tapi dorang langsung xde tunjukkan perasaan nak improvekan diri sendiri...xde usaha langsung...semua nak harapkan cikgu yang suap...nnt bl msk U igt lecturer nak ke suap korang????

ni la dugaan yg paling besar setakat madeh jd pendidik nie...madeh slalu doakan diberikan kesabaran...dan dibukakan pintu hati students madeh utk terima ilmu madeh...amin....